*blackroseryoko

apparently we got a month of a free subscription. lots of strange things going on here. im not sure if im used to it yet...O_O

MUAHAHAGHAHAHAHHA.
AX08 was awesome. we have some pics up at
and some vids on youtube. lol.

i met a new sexy and cool axel, an adorable zexion, kick-ass Reno, and was reunited with the chibi-sora, saix-puppy, and a few others. then we met a cool demyx/rufus.she made my day. XD

and later, we formed a new group of Turks, and i filled the spot for elena. yay. we drove around after the con was over and blasted crisis core from Zack's stereo. it was pwn.

sexy and cool axel

adorable zexion

kick-ass reno

chibi-sora

saix puppy

Julie :

superior mansex



and a bonus,i got to talk to both and in person, and they were both the nicest people EVER. not to mention pretty.

AND THIS GIRL. Riku/Mello. BEAUTUFUL. [link]


i cant wait till next year. OMG.

if i forgot anyone, just let me know. im kinda braindead.


Comment and I will
a) tell you how I know you and a thing or two about whatever you have in your gallery
b) associate you with something - fandom, a song, a colour, a photo, etc.,
c) tell you something I like about you,
d) tell you a memory I have of you,
e) ask something I've always wanted to know about you,
f) and tell you my favorite pic of yours.
But in return, you must post this in your journal.

Also, the first 17 people to comment will be featured in my journal (if they want)

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am the girl whose friends no longer let me hug them when I told them I was bisexual.
I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I did not have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.
Re-post this if you believe homophobia is wrong. Please do your part to end it.

To all my friends who can relate to this, I love you 100%, and know that I will always be there for you!

okay, i have a tentative schedule of cosplays, not to mention a new project. starting now i will be going all -out on my FFX-2 Rikku cosplay. i might also do aerith.

ANYWAY.


Day 1 : KHCoM Vexen/ ORG. Pajama Party.
DAy 2: vexen again (no surprise there, KH gathering :U)
Day3: I DONT KNOW.
Day 4: MAYBE FFIVAC Tiffa. maybe.



future cosplays/WIP:

Hellsing - Integra Wingates Hellsing
FFX-2- Rikku
Loveless- Soubi
Kyoh Kara Maoh- Gunther
Naruto- Deidara
Naruto- Rock lee
Naruto- temari
NAruto- ino




Past cospays:

FMA- winry
FMA- Envy
Gravitation- K sama
Hellsing- luke valentine




and i think my brain just died.

so ive been doing laundry nonstop all day long and i just realized that on top of my odd-nonexistent-social problems, i also have to fix a schedule for my cosplays. i have a vague idea, but i have to talk to sum ppls about the YnM group and whatnot. >>

so uh, ill get back to y'all on that. :/